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Expertise: ive got a -- mind boggling ;; sense flipping ;; heart pounding ;; somach flipping ;; take my breath away ;; head over heals ;; knee slapping ;; daydreaming ;; butterfly fluttering -- crush on you <3


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Thursday, August 10, 2006

I think im going to myspace?
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I’ll get back to you =]

Ex ohhh.


Quotes;

the most beautiful smile is one that struggles through tears

maybe sometimes you have to stop waiting' for someone to come along ..and fix what`s wrong « - - maybe you have to stop feeling'  sorry for yourself & realize that 'noone else has the answer ... sometimes you got to be'             y o u r  o w n  h e r o

&& i kiss the clouds on rainy days, and smile for you when skies are gray. because i'm a teardrop away from crying, and a few breaths away from dying.

she laughs to cover up the tears  and her precious smile is just  to hide her many fears.

The truth is, she misses him even though he was never really hers


she drank away her pain

The music blasts loud in her headphones, pretending that his words never existed. Pretending that her friends were there for her. Knowing that the only comforing thing she has is the music in her headphones. The one thing that won't let her down.

xoxox.


                       



Sunday, August 06, 2006

--♥--
I'm going to be gone on a backpacking trip then to iowa to see family
NOW IM MOOVING ;
nd i wont have internet for weeks..
i wont be able to comment anybody back for a few weeks dont get mad at me im sorry :(
Leave me tons of comments.. Thanks
LOVEYOU.

X ♥ O

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quotes;;

find a guy who calls you beautiful insted of hott
who calls you back when you hang up on him
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off to the world when your in your sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says "thats her"

--♥--

half of me wants to be with him and the other half just wants me to be over him.

--♥--

i hide a broken heart behind a laughing face and even though i said i was over you no one will ever take your palace

--♥--

the most terrible pain of all can come from love yet nobody wants to live without it

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theres no other wat to say it except you hurt me you lied when you promised you wouildnt you treated me like i wasnt going to care about it, why? what did i do for you to think i deserved to be hurt this way?

--♥--

let me go back to the way i was before we met back to the days when i was strong when it wasnt sad to be alone when i was happy go lucky and i didnt know how good it felt to hold you and feel my heart melt.

--♥--

i waste all of my time thining about you.

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the funny thing is he doesnt even know what he's doing to me on the inside.

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i miss his smell i miss his hidden smiles i miss our childish games i miss getting lost in his eyes i miss how his voice made the rest of the world silent i miss his silly avtions to make me smile and i miss him when im sitting right next to him and he's hurting bad inside and i cant  do anytthing to hilp him but i really miss him the most when he's looking straight into  my eyes when it feels like its jlust us then i want to tell him how i feel but at that verry moment reality kicks me in the ass and reminds me he loves her.

--♥--

as she wakes up every morning and faces herslef in the mirror she wispers when will i ever be good enough?

--♥--

i hate it when my cell phone rings and your name doesnt show i hate it when i hear our song and it kiss me long and slow i hate the way you still smile at me even thought she's at your side i hate the nights when im all alone and all the times i cried i hate the way you say my name or just the way you look i hate the way i know you how i can read you like a book i hate the way i dont hate you because i still love you so i hate the way youll never see and the way youll never know.

--♥--

what we think and what we feel is always different from how we speak and how we deal so my advice is plain and simple just be real.

--♥--

how to love a girl:

tell her you think she's cool. tell her why you think she's so cool. smell her hair. talk to her in movie theatres. pick her up and pretend your going to throw her in a river; she will scream and fight you but secretly she will love it. hold her hand and skip, hold her hand and run, just hold her hand. tell her she looks pretty. introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know. sit in the park and talk to her. take her to the libabary. take her to playgrounds, take her to train stations. tell her dirty jokes =]. tell her stupid jokes. write poems about her. walk around with  her. throw pevvles ar her windo late at night. when she starts swareing at you tell her you love her. take her to shows of bands shes never heard of, hold her hand in the mosh pit. let her fall asleep in your arms. call her, call her back if she calls you. sing to her no matter how bad you are. carve your names into a tree. get her mad then kiss her. give her piggy back rides, go see her band even if they really suck and tell her they were great. give her space if she needs it. push  her on swings. stay up with her all night when she is sick. make up pet names for her but cool ones not sappy ones. teach her gituar. lend her your cd's. write on her. make her mis tapes. write her letters. if she aasks you to go to a show with her go even if it means a five hour train trip,take her to cool shops. let her take you to even cooler ones. listen to all the bands she mentions. dont tell her that her favorite ones suck. when she's sad hang out with her. or stay on the phone with ehr even if she isnt saying anything. buy her ice cream. let her take all the photos of you she wants. look into her eyes. slow dance with her even if the music is fast. kiss her in the rain. when you fall in love with her, tell her.

--♥--

comments pretty please.
LOVEYOU.
X ♥ O




Thursday, July 06, 2006

In love with Laura Cahoj...





<3 Natalie
updated by Laura =)


Monday, July 03, 2006

familyy;;
On the rockeyy side, but I think once we moove it will be better..I can't wait to be in my new house.. I'll live in Stone Creek Village.. off of Harold and 124th and Parker.. =]

--♥--

friends;;
Kelsey and I arn't the best friends we used to be. Alot has happened. Alot has changed. That is that. </3
I think for the 4th of July I'm watching the fire works at the Mall with Sarah and Cathyy. Im not sure yett, if you got any better plans call me 829. 2923 !

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boys;;
single ; sick of trying ; still crushingg

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Quotes;;

in three words, I can sum up
everything I've learned about life

it / goes / on

"we look for love cause it's
the
closest thing to magic"

And nothing feels real without you.

It's those things you hate about yourself that someday someone will love about you.

The only guy who deserves you is the one who thinks he doesn't.

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping; that you toss and turn from side to side, that it's my face that you've been seeing in your dreams at night.

It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.


What hurts most is the fact that you don't hurt at all.

It's a lot easier to say you're mad than to admit you're hurt.

Was it fun for you to watch me fall apart?

she's so tired of looking in the mirror and seeing her eyes red from crying </3

stay mad for as long as you can cause once your done being mad thats when the pain sets in and thats what hurts the worst </3


--♥--

I'm going to be gone on alot of trips this moth so i probably won't update till Augest..
Leave me tons of comments.. Thanks
LOVEYOU.

X ♥ O




Friday, June 23, 2006

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@ EMPORiA STATE CHEERLEADING CAMP
Monday-Thursday??

--♥--

I love my hood boys;;
Brettro - Brad - Randell - Pimp T - Zane - Zach - Austin - Jermaine

--♥--

all i have to say about camp is;;

there is always beauty in a break down..

--times were tough for me.. but after like 3 days i got used to it.. then we left the next day. but i got alot better i think.. i got to be in the camp jump off.. i didnt win but jordan almost did.. our squad did amazing we were the only JHS. we beat out quite a feww high schools! i  had fun with my girls but you know there is always drama n dumb stuff.. we got through it tho.. and all in all  things were good =)

--♥--

Quotes;;

 what is sexy?
sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car & kiss me with the intent to never stop. 
what is cute?
cute is holding hands and kissing me when no one is looking.
what is passion?
passion is knowing what you want  and stopping at nothing to get it.  passion is putting your heart, your everything, into what you do.
what is beautiful?
beautiful is all about the inside of a person. beauty can be found in the heart.
what is love?
love is the amazing balance of all this.

i am me. thats all i can be. no more. no less. don't second guess. i  l a u g h . i  love<3. i  l i v e. i  c r y. &. sometimes i wish that i would die. somedays i'm funny. others i'm not. sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop. you may not like me. thats okay. cuz this is me & how i'll always stay.


i can hear the clock ticking it's telling me it's time. pack my bags, never look back, leave the past behind.


i don`t want the boy that points at me & says "that`s her". i want the boy that will have his arms around me when his boys ask "so is this the one that you wont shut up about?"<3


from the first kiss to the last hello

to every hug and every convo

you're the reason i lay awake at night

and i truly miss our stupid fights

i dont know why you had to leave

but i know i want you back here

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I have friends but I just push them away from me
I have a family but they don't really know me
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